speechless

no matter how much that i hardly try to make things work between us...
the more disaster it would be.....

no matter how much i try to ignore everything that running in my mine...
the more it keeps remind me.......

no matter how i try to assume it as a simple thing...
the more it became a big issue...

no matter how much hard work that i do so i will not think about you....
the more easier for me to remember you....

no matter how many times that i tell you....
the more easily for you to forget what have i told you...

no matter how i try to act like a normal person that could survive...
the more it will end up with tears without realize...

no matter how much i try and try.....
it will never ever works inst it.... =(

But the thing is..
no matter what youll do...
i will still loving you...

and that really hurt... ='(
i hate myself for that...

i will still be the person that failed to makes things right....
but keep being the loser that only could do the right things...

it sucks... it really2 sucks..
but...what can i do..???

well..nothing...
cause it seem like its nothing to you isnt it???

SO...
like always...
just move on...
that all i can do for now...

life goes on.....

my big brother b!day..

on last sunday night..
my family and i..
went to aunty aini...
to celebrate my eldest bro's 24th birthday...
hurmmm...congrats to him....da tua daa...
kawen je blom..huhuhu...

hurmmm...
on that night...there are so many things happen...
which was soooo funny...
untill i laugh 4 myself...haha..

i ask my mom..to buy cake..
so that by the time we reach to that place...
it will be suprise party for him...
but then....
the plan turn out to be different...
coz..
when my dad,siblings and i...
arrived there..the cake are still in the box..
and not just that...
it well put he on top of our dinne table...

on that time...
i just dont believe it...
that such not a suprise party...hahhaha...
i ask my mom...
why does the plan turn out to be that way..
coz im havin an idea that pehaps she forgot about the cake..

but.. then she gave me an answer..
taht i would neve ever imagine of...
"mama igt dekno srh beli bday cake hafiz, untk kite mkn n celeb time dessert.."

after heard the explaination...i just laugh..laugh..n laugh...
even im on my bed after the party..
i could'nt stop laughing....haaha

what im trying to share with you guys here is..
that is the fact about my family actually..
except for the bday boy-bapeace-...(opss) adult already...ahahahha...
he.. does know how to make people suprise..huhu
other members..really not have that talent...hahahaha..
they just naturally not good at making suprises...

however sometimes...when they try to make one..
it will be sweetest thing ever...and tremediously funny...huhu
but that what my family are..and i love them vey much..... <3<3<3


there are some pic 4 the event..enjoy it....

bday cake....4 the dessert...huhu


bday guy.....


yummy2...bykkn...


my 2 lil brother...


my mom and dad... =)


last but not least..the writter...=_=

woman =_=

di petik dr notes leen di fb....
love it...
sorry leen...
hope u dont mind.....
bubuh byk2 lgiii....huhu

A woman's heart is an ocean of secrets

1) Setiap kali dia call tapi panggilannya terputus, dia mungkin tidak akan menghubungi kamu kembali.tetapi percayalah,sebenarnya dia masih berada disisi telefon Dan mngharapkan kamu menghubunginya semula sbg bukti kamu belum puas mendengar suaranya..

2) Sekiranya dia memberitahu kamu dia amat rindukan kamu, itu bermakna dia amat mengharapkan kamu berada disisinya kala itu..

3) Dia mungkin akan berkata 'tidak' setiap kali kamu mempelawa utk membelikan hadiah untuknya.tapi jauh disudut hati,dia amat berharap hadiah itu menjadi miliknya..

4) Setiap kali dia merajuk,sebenarnya dia hanya mengharapkan kamu bersungguh-sungguh memujuknya..

5) Perempuan biasanya ingin selalu diberi perhatian..

6) Jangan sesekali melebihkan kawan kamu daripada dirinya!

7) Dia akan cepat berkecil hati sekiranya kamu asyik mempersoalkan fizikalnya.jangan sesekali membuat dia berasa begitu rendah diri apabila berada disisi kamu!

8) Dia mungkin mempunyai ramai lelaki lain dalam hidupnya.dan dia mungkin akan selalu membandingkan kamu dgn mereka.tetapi percayalah,cintanya tak pernah berubah terhadap kamu.dia hanya mahu kamu mengubah sikap buruk kamu kerana sayangkan kamu. namun begitu,itu bukanlah alasan untuk kamu mengambil mudah pada hubungan kamu dgn dia.

9) Sikap ambil beratnya kadang2 merimaskan kamu.percayalah, sekiranya seorang perempuan itu tidak mengambil berat ttg dirimu, dia sebenarnya langsung tidak mempunyai perasaan terhadap kamu!

10) Perempuan lebih suka memikirkan masa depan.oleh itu,kamu harus paham sekiranya dia begitu memilih dan cerewet dalam segala segi.

11) Sekiranya seorang menitiskan air mata kerana kamu,itu bermakna kamu telah benar2 mengguris hatinya!

12) Seorang perempuan mungkin susah menitiskan air mata dihadapan kamu,ini kerana dia tidak mahu kamu tahu betapa hatinya terluka dengan perbuatan kamu..

13) Perempuan paling benci pada janji yg tak ditepati!kalau tidak pasti, tak perlulah memberi pengharapan kepada mereka.

14) Pada hari2 tertentu,dia mungkin akan selalu teringatkan kamu. tambahan lagi di saat2 dia melihat pasangan lain keluar bersama ketika kamu tiada disisinya!

15) Jangan sesekali membiarkan dia dlm masa yg lama.dia mungkin akan berasa tidak diperlukan lagi dalam hidupmu..

update

hurmm...lame giler ak xtulis blog nih...
mcm2..ak xupdate....
yg auckland journey III... ak xsmpat nk update aritu....
rase cm da lambat sgt if ak nk smbg citer tuh...
so...i think it is better for me to kept the story by myself...
huhuhu....