speechless

no matter how much that i hardly try to make things work between us...
the more disaster it would be.....

no matter how much i try to ignore everything that running in my mine...
the more it keeps remind me.......

no matter how i try to assume it as a simple thing...
the more it became a big issue...

no matter how much hard work that i do so i will not think about you....
the more easier for me to remember you....

no matter how many times that i tell you....
the more easily for you to forget what have i told you...

no matter how i try to act like a normal person that could survive...
the more it will end up with tears without realize...

no matter how much i try and try.....
it will never ever works inst it.... =(

But the thing is..
no matter what youll do...
i will still loving you...

and that really hurt... ='(
i hate myself for that...

i will still be the person that failed to makes things right....
but keep being the loser that only could do the right things...

it sucks... it really2 sucks..
but...what can i do..???

well..nothing...
cause it seem like its nothing to you isnt it???

SO...
like always...
just move on...
that all i can do for now...

life goes on.....